اهلا رمضان

alhamdulillah...tak lame lagi nak puasa... 'Ahlan Wasahlan Ya Ramadhan ' :)
bestnyeee...x sabar nih...nak seronok sgt pun x bole jugak..sbb bulan yang penuh berkat ni la bulan yang banyak menguji kesabaran selama aku blaja kat KUIS ni..which is my final exam 16/8/2010 ni..sangat menguji mental dan fizikal..well, BERTABAH..! :) insyaallah everything is gonna be alright..you can do it nina..! igt janji awk kat mama..jgn lupe tuh..! :) harap2 xde keluhan berat yg keluar dari mulut awk nina dalam menempuh bulan yg penuh berkat ni... :) same goes to him and everybody...! :) pray for the success of the world and the hereafter you guys..jgn lupe tu..well, x sabarnye nak kuruskan badan time puase nih..! :DDD kurus ke?? hahaha..harap2 la...


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p/s : what's wrong with u yesterday?? do have any problem?? what happened to you?? why u didn't answer my question?? *sigh
ILY bie ca..

Where am i??

well, now i'm studying at Selangor International Islamic University College, Bangi...ape yg ade dkt kuis ni?? hmm..nothing much..but, it's way different then other university..no jeans, no t-shirts...the way we dressed up, totally different than others..i always wear jubah ( if mls sgt nak basuh baju, tp selalu nye mls lah...muehehe ), baju kurung tu jarang jugak nk pakai ( klau ade mood pkai ah )...mase 1st time masuk sini, pkai la jugak tudung labuh, sbb nak lepaskan diri dari orientasi..mule2 lah...org lain sume pg orientasi, gua x pg..skip! x tahan beb..sbb abg facilitator kt situ da mcm hantu...die igt ktorg ni askar ke ape??? bygkan skrg ktorg kt dewan pkul 6.45ptg, then die suro balik dorm, mandi, siap2, dlm pkul 7.10 kne b'kumpul kat dewan ni balik...gilo ke ape?! da la dari dewan nak ke dorm amik mase 10 ke 15 min...jln kaki pulak tu...nak siap2 lagi da pkul bpe...mmg dasar ABG POLIS bengong..benci aku dgn kau...! bluek..okokok..dah2 tu nina...bende tu dah lepas..tp tu one of my experience bile da msk study kat university nih... :)


well..skrg nk cite psl smlm which is 2/08/2010...
yesterday we went to Naili's Place Restaurant...seriously gua ckp, tmpt tu mmg HAVOC gile babiiiii...!!!!! ade DJ table, ade bar, konsep restaurant tu cm tmpt scuba..dgn music yg sgt best...alaaaa, senang cite cm club ahh tempatnye..tp BUKAN club ok...rase cm club maybe sbb music sgt kuat kat dalam kedai tu...sgt best..! korg mmg kene pg tmpt tuh..! i like...! :DDDDDDD restaurant tu kat sentul..sgt best..tp agak mahal...makanan die sedap wok..ade shisha..harge shisha tu RM20...mahal kan?? utk org kaye boleh laaa...teh 'o' ice die da RM2.50.. :) kene la pandai2 budget.. :) tp kpd sesiape yg x suke music kuat2, diharapkan JANGAN pegi..hehehe..and pokoknya, TEMPAT TU MMG BEST...!!*menjerit
hehehe...


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p/s : just hoping that we can back together..but, does he wants me back? the answer is ' I DON'T KNOW '..yesterday, i'm waiting for him to say those words..but, frustrated..then i realize that those words are not for me..maybe for somebody else or maybe for me... I hope love and sincere affection to the spirit is separated from the body...ILY SOOO MUCH..!

:B

Never forget the three powerful resources you always have available to you: love, prayer, and forgiveness.

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An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.

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But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life, and thanks to a benevolent arrangement the greater part of life is sunshine.

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I always felt that the great high privilege, relief and comfort of friendship was that one had to explain nothing.

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There is nothing on this earth more to be prized than true friendship.

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True friends stab you in the front.

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FATHINAH HANAN BINTI YUSRI ( aku rindu kau duhh..! :{ )



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p/s : iwillalwaysloveyoumuhammadsyukribinkamarulbahrin!!nomatterwhathappenednoonecanstopme!

Phewww...! O.o

Wehhhh...lame nyeeee x tulis blog nihhh...fuhhh...kenape da lame x tulis blog yeah??? hmmm....MALAS...teeettt...bile ade mood baru nak tulis... :) bile lah nak masuk blaja nih...gua dah bosan dok umah...da mcm org x dpt hidayah dah nihhh..asik teperap kat umah... -_____- ckp psl masuk blaja nih...it's very hard to make decision and to think of what i'm really capable of..it's about my future...and, masalah nye sekarang is my mum... -______- why she always wanna force me to do this to do that??? and the only words that she know is 'NO'...! sampai bile woiiii...??? stop treating like i'm a 5 years old maaaa...! STOP...! i hate it...i need ur moral support maaa...! x kesah la ape yg nina nak buat tu mama x suke sekali pon...I NEED UR SUPPORT...! stop thinking on the negative side..i'm tired of it...! jgn pakse nina utk blaja kat tempat yg nina rase nina x layak masuk...nina x nak jd hipokrit..nina x nak masuk KUIS...nina x nak masuk tempat blaja yg 'tutup sane sini' sedangkan hati nina bukan mcm tu..nina x nak dipakse...nina x SUKE...! and pleaseee don't try to stop me when i like someone in my entire life..i will never let go of him sampai bile2..DON'T MAKE ME DO THINGS THAT WILL MAKE U HATE ME...tolong faham nina..please...!! :{ and to Fathinah Hanan Binti Yusri...i'm sorry okay..! sorry klau aku buat kau terasa sbb cm da lame x contact kau..and sorry klau aku lepak dgn iezah sume...aku dgn bon takut kau cm x suke bile ktorg ajak kau lepak kat mamak or tempat2 yg menyebabkan kau berpeluh2...aku tau kau benci peluh...aku dgn bon takut kau x suke bile ktorg bwk kau g tmpt2 cmtu...sorry sgt weh...!! aku rindu kau duhh BESTFRIEND...! :'{ we're sorry for everything...









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p/s : Ya Allah...! Aku rindu dia sangat2...! :{

Having fun... :D

well..hari ni and semalam sangat best.. :D sleepover kat rumah iezah...best wok..makan makan makan...pastu tgk movie..aku pulak syok asyik tido je..menyesal..! :( apekan daye..mate aku berat time tuh..ape lagi?? tido lah..ahaha..aku mmg champion dlm bab2 tido nih..sape nak lawan?? ade bran?? hihihihi..pastu yg paling enjoy skali sbb dapat makan MARSHMALLOW deep with CHOCOLATE...!!! sluurrpp...! nyam nyam...! :D thanks iezah..sgt ko kawan...! tp kesian kat bon...die kene babysit anak2 buah die...so, die cm kene balik cepat..nguuu...tp die join ktorg jugak last2...best...! i've learnt something today...i have to berdikari starts from now...thanks for the advise iezah..byk la ktorg borak2..pastu pagi td mkn roti telok cheese..woah...aku makan 2 roti telok cheese tuh..sedap weh..!! nyam nyam..uih..knape la aku kuat makan sejak2 nih..?? adoiyai...well, aku pinjam byk movie kat iezah...so, melayan movie je la keje aku kat uma nnt.. :) nak buat mcm mane?? kesunyian..hukhuk...senang cite, ari ni dan semalam sgt BEST....! :D





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p/s : Tuhan..! berikanlah kekuatan untuk terima hakikat bahawa dia sudah tidak menyayangi aku lagi...! :'(

BROKEN HEART.... :(

sampai bile aku nak tunggu parents aku terima dia ape ade nye??? :(

Got fever...damn it..!

Lame nye x tulis blog...well, hari ni baru ade mood nak tulis blog wlpn tgh pening.. :(
soo...where shld i start 1st...hmmm....haaa...smlm, kelmarin dan sblum2 nye...tido uma kazen...sumpah best gilo...! smpi demam2 haaa gilo nye...sbb gua bantai die punye xbox...main GUITAR HERO...sgt best wallaweyh..! at 1st mmg aku bangang..tp bile da practice, i'm getting better n faster menekan butang kat control guitar tuh...yeah!
main lagu PLUG IN BABY...aku main smpi naik hantu..siap lompat2 cm beruk...beruk high class gitu..heee... :D haru biru jgk la uma kazen aku tu sbbkan gilo aku nih...haa..org batak mmg begini.. :D pastu ktorg wat mini BBQ...sgt best..makan makan makan...! :D
dok uma die rase nye naik 5kg kot..asik makan je...kene kurus kurus kurus...! xle jd nih..time BBQ tu sume jenis makanan ade...actually x la sume...mostly byk daging2...daging lembu, kambing, ayam, ikan...dorg hantu daging..aku xmkn sgt daging2 ni...especially kambing...mak oih..kembang tekak eden..so, memandangkan dorg x mkn sgt ayam, ape lg? ayam sume aku yg bantai...heee...sedap wok..! then aku mintak opinion from my aunty and discuss course ape yg patut aku amik...byk sgt aku minat...semak pk..then stelah bincang membincang, aku decide nak amik antare course quantity surveyor or mass comm PR...hmm..skrg tgh otw nak choose antare dua tuh...PR kene byk ckp...aku ni byk ckp ke??? hmmm...quantity surveyor tu ade kire2 sikit...ckp psl kire2 ni...math aku ni hebat sgt ke??? hmmm...well...mencuba x salah kan...?? well...actually mmg aku minat architecture..then my aunty ckp, dlm construction ni, architecture, engineer, QS is the main character...time blaja, architect paling susah coz nak tau byk design...then engineer pulak, time keje susah..nak kne kire mcm2...QS pulak kene tau and bace lukisan architect and engineer, then kire amount barang yg diperlukan utk bina bangunan tu and bg arahan kat contractor...soo...its kinda hard...but cube la...fikir jugak nak amik architect..tp layak ke aku nih?? hmmm...fikir fikir and fikir...time is running out...!! :O








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p/s : i'm still hoping that he'll understand me...about my parents, tu blakang cite...dlm relationship mmg byk risiko...tp knpe xle amik risiko tu sbg cabaran??
why can't u just accept me just the way i am?? why i can accept u just the way u are?? don't ever talk to about TARAF anymore...i really hate it..damn it..! :(