Having fun... :D

well..hari ni and semalam sangat best.. :D sleepover kat rumah iezah...best wok..makan makan makan...pastu tgk movie..aku pulak syok asyik tido je..menyesal..! :( apekan daye..mate aku berat time tuh..ape lagi?? tido lah..ahaha..aku mmg champion dlm bab2 tido nih..sape nak lawan?? ade bran?? hihihihi..pastu yg paling enjoy skali sbb dapat makan MARSHMALLOW deep with CHOCOLATE...!!! sluurrpp...! nyam nyam...! :D thanks iezah..sgt ko kawan...! tp kesian kat bon...die kene babysit anak2 buah die...so, die cm kene balik cepat..nguuu...tp die join ktorg jugak last2...best...! i've learnt something today...i have to berdikari starts from now...thanks for the advise iezah..byk la ktorg borak2..pastu pagi td mkn roti telok cheese..woah...aku makan 2 roti telok cheese tuh..sedap weh..!! nyam nyam..uih..knape la aku kuat makan sejak2 nih..?? adoiyai...well, aku pinjam byk movie kat iezah...so, melayan movie je la keje aku kat uma nnt.. :) nak buat mcm mane?? kesunyian..hukhuk...senang cite, ari ni dan semalam sgt BEST....! :D





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p/s : Tuhan..! berikanlah kekuatan untuk terima hakikat bahawa dia sudah tidak menyayangi aku lagi...! :'(

BROKEN HEART.... :(

sampai bile aku nak tunggu parents aku terima dia ape ade nye??? :(

Got fever...damn it..!

Lame nye x tulis blog...well, hari ni baru ade mood nak tulis blog wlpn tgh pening.. :(
soo...where shld i start 1st...hmmm....haaa...smlm, kelmarin dan sblum2 nye...tido uma kazen...sumpah best gilo...! smpi demam2 haaa gilo nye...sbb gua bantai die punye xbox...main GUITAR HERO...sgt best wallaweyh..! at 1st mmg aku bangang..tp bile da practice, i'm getting better n faster menekan butang kat control guitar tuh...yeah!
main lagu PLUG IN BABY...aku main smpi naik hantu..siap lompat2 cm beruk...beruk high class gitu..heee... :D haru biru jgk la uma kazen aku tu sbbkan gilo aku nih...haa..org batak mmg begini.. :D pastu ktorg wat mini BBQ...sgt best..makan makan makan...! :D
dok uma die rase nye naik 5kg kot..asik makan je...kene kurus kurus kurus...! xle jd nih..time BBQ tu sume jenis makanan ade...actually x la sume...mostly byk daging2...daging lembu, kambing, ayam, ikan...dorg hantu daging..aku xmkn sgt daging2 ni...especially kambing...mak oih..kembang tekak eden..so, memandangkan dorg x mkn sgt ayam, ape lg? ayam sume aku yg bantai...heee...sedap wok..! then aku mintak opinion from my aunty and discuss course ape yg patut aku amik...byk sgt aku minat...semak pk..then stelah bincang membincang, aku decide nak amik antare course quantity surveyor or mass comm PR...hmm..skrg tgh otw nak choose antare dua tuh...PR kene byk ckp...aku ni byk ckp ke??? hmmm...quantity surveyor tu ade kire2 sikit...ckp psl kire2 ni...math aku ni hebat sgt ke??? hmmm...well...mencuba x salah kan...?? well...actually mmg aku minat architecture..then my aunty ckp, dlm construction ni, architecture, engineer, QS is the main character...time blaja, architect paling susah coz nak tau byk design...then engineer pulak, time keje susah..nak kne kire mcm2...QS pulak kene tau and bace lukisan architect and engineer, then kire amount barang yg diperlukan utk bina bangunan tu and bg arahan kat contractor...soo...its kinda hard...but cube la...fikir jugak nak amik architect..tp layak ke aku nih?? hmmm...fikir fikir and fikir...time is running out...!! :O








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p/s : i'm still hoping that he'll understand me...about my parents, tu blakang cite...dlm relationship mmg byk risiko...tp knpe xle amik risiko tu sbg cabaran??
why can't u just accept me just the way i am?? why i can accept u just the way u are?? don't ever talk to about TARAF anymore...i really hate it..damn it..! :(

18th birthday..???? *sigh

well...today is my birthday...! ( happy sgt! ) tapi sume org busy....(sedih)
ayah lupe birthday aku.. ( hampanya! ) die kate die igt birthday aku 5 march ni.. ( kecewanya! ) to all my friends, thanks for the wish..korg buat mood aku hari ni b'tukar menjadi sgt happy...sayang korg sangat2 ketat2 kuat2...(^_^) wlpn hari ni sgt bosan sbb sume org busy..especially my family..huhuhu...patutnye aku klua dgn korg hari ni...ish...tp xpe...esk bole klua..hehehe...anyway...thank you sgt2 you guys...! (terharu seh!)




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p/s : i miss him so damn much..i was hoping that he'll text me today and i really hope that he'll be the 1st person to say happy birthday to me...but it's useless...ptg baru die wish..nak nanges...kenapa bila aku mengharap dia org yg 1st utk wish birthday aku, tp org lain yg wish dulu?? kecewa..sedih..hampa..i made a promise last night to called him after his futsal...tp tertido..then i was thinking am i supposed to called him?? today is my birthday...salah ke utk die call aku skali skale?? salah ke klau die text aku during my birthday?? kenapa aku je yg asyik kene amik hati die sedang kan die takde usaha langsung utk tawan hati aku balik?? kate sayang lagi?? tapi?? mane effort nye?? sampai bile nak jadi mcm ni?? sampai bile nak buat aku tertunggu2..??? :'(

It's only for you dear...only you...no one else can ever replace you...

When I found you
I found myself
I found a guy
Like no one else

When I found you
I found my heart
I found it struck
By Cupid's dart

When I found you
I found pure bliss
I found heaven
Deep in your in kiss

When I found you
I found my soul
I found your love
That made me whole

When I found you
I found my dreams
I found out what
Love really means

When I found you
I found a lot
I found true love
I swear to God...
I love you...
But...do you love me??


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The light in your eyes
As you stare into mine
Just makes me see
God's perfect design

The warmth of your hand
The feel of your skin
Moves something inside me
Something deep within

Your feelings so gentle
Your love so sweet
I feel this passion
Every time we meet

And today I give
A promise to you
That my love will be
Honest, Faithful, and True


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You live in my heart,
i won't break it apart,
even if it makes me to cry,
i will love you till i die.

Blood doesn't flow in my vein,
ur thought flows in it as a pain,
I may not be the one for you,
i would have still loved you
even if i knew.

My love is not written on sand,
for the waters to wash away,
it is written in my heart to stand,
all the difficulty that comes its way.

You still live in my eyes,
even after seeing all the goodbyes,
You can go to any place you desire,
the dream of being together will
always burn like a fire.

I still smile looking into the life of yesterday,
to wipe away the tears that you bring everyday,
Nights seems to be getting longer and longer,
with thoughts of u getting stronger and stronger.

My love may not be one happy chapter,
like the saying "they lived happily ever after",
By loving,i have lost everything to you,
what i still possess is just the memories
of once being with you,
I love you till now and forever.



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p/s : i hope you read this dear....i'm sorry if you don't like it...

frust !!!!!!!!!!! urgh...!

ari ni sgt m'frust kan aku...pg2 buta da buat aku xde mood...!! urgh...!!! penat aku buat p'mohonan ipta fasa 1 dulu...then bile nak masuk fasa 2 x bole....mcm sial...!!!! sial nak mampos...!!! geramnye weh...!!!!!!!!! ckp name mak betol, aku nye password x betol lah...ape lah...time aku mohon fasa 1 tu BOLEH je...! ish.....!!! bodoh...!!! nak nanges weh...!!!!

















p/s : not in the mood to talk about him (o.0)

GREAT NEWS...!!!!!!!

AKU PASS TEST JPJ....!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOO.....! ALHAMDULILLAH SYUKUR...!!!



p/s : love is like a sand...