18th birthday..???? *sigh

well...today is my birthday...! ( happy sgt! ) tapi sume org busy....(sedih)
ayah lupe birthday aku.. ( hampanya! ) die kate die igt birthday aku 5 march ni.. ( kecewanya! ) to all my friends, thanks for the wish..korg buat mood aku hari ni b'tukar menjadi sgt happy...sayang korg sangat2 ketat2 kuat2...(^_^) wlpn hari ni sgt bosan sbb sume org busy..especially my family..huhuhu...patutnye aku klua dgn korg hari ni...ish...tp xpe...esk bole klua..hehehe...anyway...thank you sgt2 you guys...! (terharu seh!)




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p/s : i miss him so damn much..i was hoping that he'll text me today and i really hope that he'll be the 1st person to say happy birthday to me...but it's useless...ptg baru die wish..nak nanges...kenapa bila aku mengharap dia org yg 1st utk wish birthday aku, tp org lain yg wish dulu?? kecewa..sedih..hampa..i made a promise last night to called him after his futsal...tp tertido..then i was thinking am i supposed to called him?? today is my birthday...salah ke utk die call aku skali skale?? salah ke klau die text aku during my birthday?? kenapa aku je yg asyik kene amik hati die sedang kan die takde usaha langsung utk tawan hati aku balik?? kate sayang lagi?? tapi?? mane effort nye?? sampai bile nak jadi mcm ni?? sampai bile nak buat aku tertunggu2..??? :'(

It's only for you dear...only you...no one else can ever replace you...

When I found you
I found myself
I found a guy
Like no one else

When I found you
I found my heart
I found it struck
By Cupid's dart

When I found you
I found pure bliss
I found heaven
Deep in your in kiss

When I found you
I found my soul
I found your love
That made me whole

When I found you
I found my dreams
I found out what
Love really means

When I found you
I found a lot
I found true love
I swear to God...
I love you...
But...do you love me??


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The light in your eyes
As you stare into mine
Just makes me see
God's perfect design

The warmth of your hand
The feel of your skin
Moves something inside me
Something deep within

Your feelings so gentle
Your love so sweet
I feel this passion
Every time we meet

And today I give
A promise to you
That my love will be
Honest, Faithful, and True


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You live in my heart,
i won't break it apart,
even if it makes me to cry,
i will love you till i die.

Blood doesn't flow in my vein,
ur thought flows in it as a pain,
I may not be the one for you,
i would have still loved you
even if i knew.

My love is not written on sand,
for the waters to wash away,
it is written in my heart to stand,
all the difficulty that comes its way.

You still live in my eyes,
even after seeing all the goodbyes,
You can go to any place you desire,
the dream of being together will
always burn like a fire.

I still smile looking into the life of yesterday,
to wipe away the tears that you bring everyday,
Nights seems to be getting longer and longer,
with thoughts of u getting stronger and stronger.

My love may not be one happy chapter,
like the saying "they lived happily ever after",
By loving,i have lost everything to you,
what i still possess is just the memories
of once being with you,
I love you till now and forever.



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p/s : i hope you read this dear....i'm sorry if you don't like it...

frust !!!!!!!!!!! urgh...!

ari ni sgt m'frust kan aku...pg2 buta da buat aku xde mood...!! urgh...!!! penat aku buat p'mohonan ipta fasa 1 dulu...then bile nak masuk fasa 2 x bole....mcm sial...!!!! sial nak mampos...!!! geramnye weh...!!!!!!!!! ckp name mak betol, aku nye password x betol lah...ape lah...time aku mohon fasa 1 tu BOLEH je...! ish.....!!! bodoh...!!! nak nanges weh...!!!!

















p/s : not in the mood to talk about him (o.0)

GREAT NEWS...!!!!!!!

AKU PASS TEST JPJ....!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOO.....! ALHAMDULILLAH SYUKUR...!!!



p/s : love is like a sand...

ALAM PEKERJAAN... +_+

dah nak hampir 1 minggu aku keje..fuhh..penat x pyh ckp la...lots of things i've learnt
at work...learnt how to attract costumer, how to manage the cafe, how to communicate with costumer, and one thing, it's hard for me to REMEMBER the price...hehehe...ouh Allah..! payah la...hahah...well, i guess i'll try my best to remember all of it...
well..skrg cafe ktorg sgt memerlukan org..majoriti pekeje byk nak stop sbb dorg nak cari pengalaman lain..sbb dah 1 tahun lbh dorg keje kat cafe aku..dulu ktorg cari budak luar bandar...niat nak tolong dorg cari duit mkn..then bile dah lame keje, lame2 dorg naik kpale...dah tunjuk belang masing2...geram..! pastu, bile dah naik kan sikit gaji n konon nye dah naik kan sikit pangkat, mule nak BONGKAK...SOMBONG...they think that they can manage the business very well..pastu ckp BAPAK aku x bole handle cafe..??!!! please la wey...ko igt sikit diri ko tu sape...x reti nak BETERIMA KASIH LANGSUNG...dah la buat kacau dgn rumah tangge abg aku..xde rase malu ke?? pastu...jage la sikit mulut tuh...mentang2 ko dah bagus, sume costumer kenal ko, ko nak mule buat cite yg x senonoh psl cafe aku..tolong la wey...aku benci la org mcm ni...x seda di untung betul...ape ko pk boifren BARU ko tu kaye, ko nak amik kak su keje kat kedai ko yg BARU nak bukak tuh???! konon nak tawarkan gaji yg MAHAL la?? buto pak hang...! boifren ko tu kaye ke or bapak die yg kaye?? heh...da la wey...tolong la...korg ni lame2 merimaskan aku je....cukup la...tu la yg payah bile situasi yg x d'jangkekan t'jd...anyway, thx to korg jugak sbb b'tahan smpi b'tahun2...cume to remind u guys, jgn la lupe diri...buat org menyampah tau x...? haih....






p/s : love??? what do u expect?? i'm sill waiting...still love him...well, just wanna ask, between love and friendship, which one will u choose?? sometimes, its hurt when telling 'i love u' to someone that u love, and he just 'angguk kan kepale je' without saying anything...well, please explain something to me..if it is so hard to explain, just say that u hate me so much...then i'll disappear...i promise...its hard for me...but i'll try to find the way to solve it...*sigh

welcome 2010...! =D

oh my gosh...! it's 2010 now...! wah...! well....new year, new achievement, new friends, new handphones hahaha, new life, everything's new now...no more SCHOOL...! =)
hari tu g celebrate new year kat cineleisure damansara...wow...! sgt havoc kat sane..!
people's getting wild n out of control..agak batak sbb that was my 1st time saw people like that...tmpt tu sgt pack...mcm tin sardin..some of them were kissing with their partners..tak bole bla...get a room people..! we were Malaysian...mane adab tatasusila korg..? well...i don't care what u're doing...but get some place privacy...it's not nice lah..ok..that is none of my business..anyway, yg penting sempat tgk BUNGA API...! hehehe...cantik...! tenganga mulutku...hehe...disco, tmpt snooker sume dibuka...time nih lah dapat untung byk..new year beb..! disco bising gile...pening kpale...pastu ktorg g tgk cite avatar...! sumpah cite tu best...! best sangat..! u guys should watch that movie...! imaginasi cite tu sgt tinggi...! best best best...cume cite tu lame sgt...3 jam...menggigil kot kat dlm wyg tu...huhuhu...balik rumah pukul 5 pagi..! puas jalan..! hehehe... =D









p/s : hmm...sigh..i miss him...but i don't think that he loves me anymore...sometimes he've been acting so weird...i don't know who am i to him anymore...what should i do? until when i wanna wait for him to explain it to me..? gosh...! i can't wait to hear the word that he hates me and he don't need a girl and a friend like me in his life...kalau nak hancurkan hati gua, hancurkan terus...jgn buat gua mcm ni...lg t'seksa kot... :(

i'm back...!

wah..! lamenye x tulis blog...
rindu lah pulak...well...kinda busy buat lesen...
lesen L baru je klua...baru L kot...hahaha...nak tunggu 1 bulan lagi baru dpt P..
hmmm...cm lame jeh...my friend, hanan, went to UK...with her sister...
best kot..! hmm...rindu die...gue serba salah sbb x dpt jmpe die sblum die pegi UK..
sbb time tu amik lesen punye psl...soorrryyy hanan...! kesian die... :(
nnt aku dgn bon belikan ko kek pisang byk2...ko kan suke kek pisang...
sorry yea hanan...! ok...nxt story is..kelmarin my cousin tunang..
she's 23 years old..her name is amy farah...gosh..! she's damn beautiful...!
everything is perfect...hantaran die cantik...ade pelamin lg...kecik je pelamin nye yg bertemakan
warne light pink n putih...sgt cantik...everything is perfect...tunang die sempoi...name die Que..
i don't know his full name..igt name die pon sbb mcm name plakon malaysia tuh..ape bnde ntah name die...start with Q jugak..hahaha..sorry kak farah..nina x igt name tunang akak tuh..hehe
dorg mcm pinang dibelah 10...tinggi pon nk dekat same...hehehe..well...all i wanna say is congrats to both of u...! semoga b'kekalan sampai bile2.... :) sayang kak farah...!






p/s : about him...hmm..how do you feel when the person that u love the most treat u like shit...?
kdg2 nmpk mcm die syg lg...n kdg2 x....what's up with that...? ape mslh kau?
kenape kau jd mcm ni? asl kau mcm dah berubah...? what's going on? can u xplain it to me?
stop treating me like i'm an idiot..