Monday, January 25, 2010

ALAM PEKERJAAN... +_+

dah nak hampir 1 minggu aku keje..fuhh..penat x pyh ckp la...lots of things i've learnt
at work...learnt how to attract costumer, how to manage the cafe, how to communicate with costumer, and one thing, it's hard for me to REMEMBER the price...hehehe...ouh Allah..! payah la...hahah...well, i guess i'll try my best to remember all of it...
well..skrg cafe ktorg sgt memerlukan org..majoriti pekeje byk nak stop sbb dorg nak cari pengalaman lain..sbb dah 1 tahun lbh dorg keje kat cafe aku..dulu ktorg cari budak luar bandar...niat nak tolong dorg cari duit mkn..then bile dah lame keje, lame2 dorg naik kpale...dah tunjuk belang masing2...geram..! pastu, bile dah naik kan sikit gaji n konon nye dah naik kan sikit pangkat, mule nak BONGKAK...SOMBONG...they think that they can manage the business very well..pastu ckp BAPAK aku x bole handle cafe..??!!! please la wey...ko igt sikit diri ko tu sape...x reti nak BETERIMA KASIH LANGSUNG...dah la buat kacau dgn rumah tangge abg aku..xde rase malu ke?? pastu...jage la sikit mulut tuh...mentang2 ko dah bagus, sume costumer kenal ko, ko nak mule buat cite yg x senonoh psl cafe aku..tolong la wey...aku benci la org mcm ni...x seda di untung betul...ape ko pk boifren BARU ko tu kaye, ko nak amik kak su keje kat kedai ko yg BARU nak bukak tuh???! konon nak tawarkan gaji yg MAHAL la?? buto pak hang...! boifren ko tu kaye ke or bapak die yg kaye?? heh...da la wey...tolong la...korg ni lame2 merimaskan aku je....cukup la...tu la yg payah bile situasi yg x d'jangkekan t'jd...anyway, thx to korg jugak sbb b'tahan smpi b'tahun2...cume to remind u guys, jgn la lupe diri...buat org menyampah tau x...? haih....






p/s : love??? what do u expect?? i'm sill waiting...still love him...well, just wanna ask, between love and friendship, which one will u choose?? sometimes, its hurt when telling 'i love u' to someone that u love, and he just 'angguk kan kepale je' without saying anything...well, please explain something to me..if it is so hard to explain, just say that u hate me so much...then i'll disappear...i promise...its hard for me...but i'll try to find the way to solve it...*sigh

Saturday, January 2, 2010

welcome 2010...! =D

oh my gosh...! it's 2010 now...! wah...! well....new year, new achievement, new friends, new handphones hahaha, new life, everything's new now...no more SCHOOL...! =)
hari tu g celebrate new year kat cineleisure damansara...wow...! sgt havoc kat sane..!
people's getting wild n out of control..agak batak sbb that was my 1st time saw people like that...tmpt tu sgt pack...mcm tin sardin..some of them were kissing with their partners..tak bole bla...get a room people..! we were Malaysian...mane adab tatasusila korg..? well...i don't care what u're doing...but get some place privacy...it's not nice lah..ok..that is none of my business..anyway, yg penting sempat tgk BUNGA API...! hehehe...cantik...! tenganga mulutku...hehe...disco, tmpt snooker sume dibuka...time nih lah dapat untung byk..new year beb..! disco bising gile...pening kpale...pastu ktorg g tgk cite avatar...! sumpah cite tu best...! best sangat..! u guys should watch that movie...! imaginasi cite tu sgt tinggi...! best best best...cume cite tu lame sgt...3 jam...menggigil kot kat dlm wyg tu...huhuhu...balik rumah pukul 5 pagi..! puas jalan..! hehehe... =D









p/s : hmm...sigh..i miss him...but i don't think that he loves me anymore...sometimes he've been acting so weird...i don't know who am i to him anymore...what should i do? until when i wanna wait for him to explain it to me..? gosh...! i can't wait to hear the word that he hates me and he don't need a girl and a friend like me in his life...kalau nak hancurkan hati gua, hancurkan terus...jgn buat gua mcm ni...lg t'seksa kot... :(

Sunday, December 27, 2009

i'm back...!

wah..! lamenye x tulis blog...
rindu lah pulak...well...kinda busy buat lesen...
lesen L baru je klua...baru L kot...hahaha...nak tunggu 1 bulan lagi baru dpt P..
hmmm...cm lame jeh...my friend, hanan, went to UK...with her sister...
best kot..! hmm...rindu die...gue serba salah sbb x dpt jmpe die sblum die pegi UK..
sbb time tu amik lesen punye psl...soorrryyy hanan...! kesian die... :(
nnt aku dgn bon belikan ko kek pisang byk2...ko kan suke kek pisang...
sorry yea hanan...! ok...nxt story is..kelmarin my cousin tunang..
she's 23 years old..her name is amy farah...gosh..! she's damn beautiful...!
everything is perfect...hantaran die cantik...ade pelamin lg...kecik je pelamin nye yg bertemakan
warne light pink n putih...sgt cantik...everything is perfect...tunang die sempoi...name die Que..
i don't know his full name..igt name die pon sbb mcm name plakon malaysia tuh..ape bnde ntah name die...start with Q jugak..hahaha..sorry kak farah..nina x igt name tunang akak tuh..hehe
dorg mcm pinang dibelah 10...tinggi pon nk dekat same...hehehe..well...all i wanna say is congrats to both of u...! semoga b'kekalan sampai bile2.... :) sayang kak farah...!






p/s : about him...hmm..how do you feel when the person that u love the most treat u like shit...?
kdg2 nmpk mcm die syg lg...n kdg2 x....what's up with that...? ape mslh kau?
kenape kau jd mcm ni? asl kau mcm dah berubah...? what's going on? can u xplain it to me?
stop treating me like i'm an idiot..

Saturday, November 14, 2009

4 a.m




study study study...pkul 4 pg cmni x tido lagi...hehehe...
baru lepas study SEJARAH..
waahhh..! pening...byk gile kne hafal....
well...sebelum tido ni marilah kite bace doa tido...
ape doa tido ea??
lupelahh...
xpe lah...
BISMILLAH pun ckup la... :)
bye!



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p / s : well....i'm ok right now....
thanks to you...
as long as u are really sorry about u have done to me...
is ok..
entah la...tak tau nape la aku syg sgt kat mamat nih....
pelik kan??
org lain sume suro aku move on...
tp...hakikatnye..gue x bole lupekan die sikit pon...
hmmm....
<3 !

Tuesday, November 10, 2009



Lamenye dah tak berblogging...
malas lah...nak SPM la kononye...
huhu...
tak sabarnye nak habis SPM...!
HEAVEN gile nanti...
plan cm nak g cuti dengan kawan kawan...
g genting ke...tak pun langkawi..
dah tanye ayah...die cm bagi...
ade gak plan cm nak ikut hanan g UK...tgk kakak die kat sane..
but cm susah je nak dpt green light dari mama..
tp yg pasti nak pegi Saudi Arabia...
ayah kate ' that's good idea! '
sbb my aunty pun ade duduk sane...
INSAF sikit g sane...hahaha
insyaallah ok kot...
waah..! tak sabarnye..!
ngeeee...
JOM jalan jalan..! :)
angan angan je lebih..hahaha
result nanti ntah mcm mane la kan...
tp yg pasti usaha...!
Doa.
Usaha.
Istiqamah.
Tawakkal.




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p / s : i hate the way u treat me right now...
to me...that's to harsh...
nak ckp terase..?
sgt terase..!
baling kasut hampir kene muke i??
bg ucapan ' bile nak kurus? '
i tau i ni GEMOK cm baboon...
kot ye nak bahan i pun...tak payah la smpi nak malukan aku mcmtu skali...
heh.
ape motif u buat sume tu??
suke kan?
are u happy and satisfied now????
mane respect u???
thank u about what u have done to me...i really appreciate that...
if stuff like these happens again..
i have to think more than twice to accept u in my life if there is second chance..
RESPECT people dude...!









Thursday, October 29, 2009

[ i'm soo pleased ] =D



the way you smile at me,
the way you look me into my eyes,
always make me crazy about you.




one piece of pure heart




always make my heart beat faster everytime I saw you




since the day you left,
my heart started to ache,
the heart ache that i feel,
it is because my love for you is real,
many sleepless night,
because you were always there at my sight,
I tried to close my eyes,
but I always catch your imaginary smiles,
days and months had pass,
i thought i can forget you at last,
because its you I keep on waited.




i loved you then,
and I love you still,
I adore you now,
and i always will.




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p / s : about him?? bacelah yg sudah tertera di atas... :)









Monday, October 12, 2009

Ya..Good Girls Always Gone Bad..


sayang korang...!!!

nah...makan kaki aku.. ( sedap...rase lemak2..nak sikit? )


^ 2 org minah ni sangat menggelikan...^


model import dari negara jiran.. ;D




inilah kami yg sebenar...





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p/s : still thinking about him... :)