Totally not in the mood..

p/s : sepupu? heh..x payah la nak jage hati i..cukup la..why can't u just be honest? anyway, if u like her, just admit it, if u love her, go for her, if u want her, marry her...bye u..

Raya ohh Raya..

haish..lg bape hari je nak raye nih..x sabo dah nii..tpp, baju raye xde..baju raye x siap.. D: nak nanges..tp, raye kali ni cam bosan je..sbb xde sape kat uma..raye dgn mama n ayh je..huuu..nak tunggu 'anak buah baru' , bulan 12 baru klua..hehe..pokoknya, x saba nak raye..i hope i feel the happiness during Syawal.. :)
anyway, i've got few problems..about my parents..they don't really understands me as their daughter..maybe it's my fault that i'm being too secretive to them..every problem that i'm facing, how hard the problem is, i never told them..i try to told them, but all i get is nothing..sometimes they think that my problem is too childish la..whatever laa..they don't support me..i try to share everything..everything..eventough i'd be honest with them, they don't like it..why u guys don't like what i like..? i'm tired with u guys..i'm tired cying alone, solving my problems..senang cite, dah tawar hati sangat2 dgn korg..i know i'm only 18..i'm not a child anymore! why can't u guys understand me?? what can i do??? yes, i admit that u guys bole bagi kesenangan, but kesenangan x mendatangkan ape2 utk nina..i don't need that..nina lebih rela hidup susah, asl kan korg faham jiwa nina..yes, u guys mmg hebat dlm bab2 agama..but, u guys never try embraces the feelings about teenager..never! espacially me! i'm tired enough with u guys..! :'((((



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p/s : i tau u x suke i pkai hijab..i can see it..why can't u just admit it?? wlpn i byk kene baiki diri i, i saje m'cuba..i know that u think that 'urgh, this girl just wearing the hijab, but she's not what people think of her'..senang cite, i ni bukan nye baik sgt pon..kan?? and i think u're different..time kat terengganu, u lain..but when u come back home, i feel like u're somebody else..i lagi suke time u kat terengganu..bile u balik sini, u treat me different..sometimes u treat me very cold..past few months, u asked me what's the meaning of ilymskb..and i told u..then i asked u whether it is okay or not..i thought that u'll get angry, but surprisingly not..and i adore u..but a past few days, when txt u said ilymskb, u seems like u hate it soo much..why mskb??? if only i know that u'll hate it, i never told u the meaning..i trase cm sgt MALU + BODOH..i t'lupa yg u ckp nnt baby u mara..and i mmg pecaye baby u tu wujud..i just want to know the truth whether u're with her or not..it's hard to know the answer from u..maybe i try other alternative..if i find it true, if one day i just stop contact u, i hope u know the answer..
if u love her, just admit it..if u want her, just go for her..i don't want to hurt her feelings..please..don't worry about me...i'll be fine..fullstop! :')

Nasib Si Lurus..! -___-

baru lepas paper account..shit.! sgt la pening..! i need some fresh air to calm down myself..sgt la stress arini..cepat la habis..! da x larat nak jadi zombie hidup nih..! urgh..haaa..nak cite psl last week..ktorg merantau dari bangi ke KL, then ke midvallley, then ke bangi balik, then ke PD..sgt penat..gua kene drive pulak tu..da la tgh migraine time tu..! nasib baik membe aku nye pakwe bole drive..mule2 agak menirap sbb membe aku x bitau die nk bwk pakwe die join skali..bygkn kne amik pakwe die kat PD, then hantar balik g PD..membe aku ckp pakwe die nak dtg sini sendiri dgn sewe kete sendiri, aku dah pelik dah..sbb pakwe die x penah la nak dtg sini..xde effort langsung nk jumpe membe aku..tu yg aku menirap..well, aku pon pecaye..lurus la kate kan..nasib baik membe aku yg sorg lagi g amik pakwe die kt PD..haih..aku yg tgh migraine ni kene drive..kononnye klua nak cari brng tunang roomate aku..kononnye nak beli hantaran make-up la ape laa..huih..agak penat..last2 beli bju tunang je kat bangi..hmm..penat..ktorg sume tido lua time tu..tido kat ne?? kat station minyak..SHELL PD..haha..hmm..aku yg x bole tido berhari2 + migraine..huih..mood time tu agak turun naik..then sempat lepak kat pantai PD dlm pkul 2-3 pagi..sgt scary! mamat2 kete yg poyo tu..urgh.! yek..! aku benci kau..! kau igt kete ko yg bunyi cm kete yg kononnye bole terbang smpi ke bulan tu hebat sgt..? dgn speaker kete ko yg kononnye gempak tu, igt aku kesah?? boleh pecah duh gegendang telinge akku..! aku x suke..! bluwek..! SUMPAH AKU GELI DGN KAU ORG LAH..! -___-
well, tu la pengalaman sepanjang ktorg klua..ni lah luahan hati sepanjang kat lua tuh.. *emo nih


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p/s : saye sgt suka awak..! :)) bile awak nak balik nih..? IMYMSKB ♥♥♥

Final Exam..!

well..alhamdulillah syukur sbb dapat jawab soalan english and malaysian studies very well..walaupun x berape nak well sgt..heh..i try my best..and i try to put all my effort to score this subject..sume org yg dtg exam td mate bengkak2 belaka..jgn risau..haha..da mcm zombie hidup jwb final exam dah aku tgk..but i don't know about my business mathematics subject..urgh! i hate maths..! Damn it..! 2 papers done, 4 more papers to go..! Go Go Go Ale Ale Ale..here i Go Ale Ale Ale..wheee...anyway, nak cite psl hari ni..aku buka puase makan CHICKEN CHOP..! :DDD sedap..! huih..lepas gian siot..! ktorg g kdai td naik bas..sbb hujan yg sgt lebat..klau jalan kaki, it takes about 30 minutes to arrived at the retaurant..bayangkan, lepas mkn, ktorg jln 1/2 jam, then, elok2 kenyang terus jadi lapar balik..hehe..jauh pon xpe..sanggup! :) asl kn dpt lepas gian..hehehe..hari2 makan sardin dgn telur je..haih..kembang tekak aku duh masak and mengadap makanan yg same..anyway, i miss my mummy and daddy..! nina rindu korg lah... :( rindu sume org lah aku rindu..! :) hehe..x lame lagi cuti sem...! WOAH..! Heaven siak..tak sabar nih..!



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p/s : who am i to u?? i wish i could describe my love to u..but my love can't describe anything in this world..it's too precious..ILYMSKB...! ♥♥♥ :)

Pissed Off...!!! :-|

hari ni hari yg sepatutnye sgt bahagia di samping keluarga...tapi, mood tu berubah..why?? susah nk ckp sbb terlalu marah sgt niiii...!!! :|







p/s : i'm in pain..please give your right answer..i don't want to hurt someone's feeling..if u love her, just admit it..it's okay..i'll be fine... :')

Home Sweet Home..!

DAH SAMPAI RUMAH....! byee..! ♥♥♥♥ :D


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p/s : ♥ i miss u and i miss ur ferrari..! :(

Rindu rindu rindu..miss miss miss...错过错过错过...아가씨 아가씨 아가씨

Wah..badanku terase ringan duh puase nih..muahahaha..melayang2 ke awangan..anyway, puase kali ni sgt berbeza dgn thn2 lepas...suasana yg berbeza, mknn pn berbeza sbb dlu2 mama slalu masak...hmmm...1st time rase berbuka di universiti..best..sbb dpt buke ramai2..tp yg x best nye sbb sedih x dpt buke same dgn mama n ayah.. :(
hmm...pagi td bgn lmbt..huhuhu..sempat mkn buah kurma n air shj..cukup la tu kan?? :)
kurus..hihihihi...rindu kawan2, rindu masjid negeri, rindu mama n ayh, rindu abg2 n kakak2, rindu wea, rindu cousin2, and OF COURSE RINDU DIA...! hmm..byk sgt rindu nih...susah betul..kpd sorg hamba Allah ni, i try to think positive about u..don't make me hate u..u didn't say 'hey' to me on fb compare to everyone who add u..i try to be friendly with u..stop complaining to him la u BIATCH..! don't make me hate u..i try to be nice with u.. -___- huh..xpsl2 aku mencarut time puase nih..!
dah dah dah..cukup tu nina...*breath* anyway, next week will be my final exam week...huuuuu..GO NINA..! JGN MALAS..! WISH ME LUCK EVERYONE...!



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p/s : I MISS U SOO DAMN MUCH BIE CA... :))